have you ever felt like something is missing or different without something and you almost felt like your life wasn't the same without it. sometimes its a family member or a friend even a hobby. well i have been feeling like that for a little bit now. in my case.. its a hobby that i am desperately missing. i used to bake. A LOT. before school... all of the time. at school, almost too much. now.... virtually never and when i do, its almost never from scratch. i really want to get that back. with the whole "changing our lifestyle thing" going totally zen and healthy. lets just say pasties and breads... well don't fit in with that too well. i know i don't have to every bit of what i make. i love to share, but still. very few of you might now what im talking about.. but you know when you smell freshly baked bread, you just lose it? or while you are mixing, kneading the dough and you just get so incredibly relaxed and once its risen, it has become the smoothest, cloud-like, joyful... oh its an overwhelming feeling. i know i know. i'm sounding completely psychotic drooling over fresh baked bread... but whatever!!

i'm extremely passionate about baking.

i miss it.. i want it back so bad!!!